blacqrose

To people who refuse to use their brains =)

2010-09-29T23:44:00.004+08:00

Someone deleted the blog which is funny.
Let her read this. I want it to be known to everyone.

Dear You the one that i never liked and still don't,
Want to know why i hated u so much?
ANSWER:
I hated you BECAUSE i was inflicted with multiple ideas on how bad and nasty and unfair u were
before i even saw u in person.
But i tried to not believe until i saw it with my very own eyes.
Thanks to the ears and the walls.
I knew so much about you within 2 weeks when i just started off.
I hated you even more when you treated me like crap.
I hated you because someone has always been keeping track of your timings, what you did,
which made me think, how bad can u be right till someone does this.
This was interesting. So as curious as i can be i observed.

Then i wonder, how can someone tolerate such behavior for 4 years?
Now i realize. Because you were not given the talent or the full education that you need.
So, one thing is for sure. Learn! Learn how to not push the blames to others.
Learn! that being nice to someone who hates you only creates more assumption than peace.

I've learnt that trusting someone and sharing information with someone whom i barely know is the stupidest thing i could have ever done. But its ok. I didnt regret. Actually come to think of it, the only reason why i hated u too much was because i pity the walls and ears which couldnt stand on its own. Yes i can tell you how much someone despise you even more than i do. I CAN tell you that someone's doing this coz she's pissed that i lied about so many things. But its ok. I dont owe anyone a living. And yes! Please realise that im only 21. 21 and smarter than the rest of you. You're definately not my competition. But i thank you for giving me the opportunity to actually learn so many things in life. At this age im capable of many hidden/ seen things. Dont worry, bring me down for all i care. Coz empty vessles makes the loudest noise. Grapevines are good. Too much of it just shows how free you are. To you who tries so hard to pull a 21 year old down. Its sad to actually see that you stoop so low. Hahaha. 21 years old and the older ones tries to pull you down. 21 years old only lehs! What were u thinking?? haha

Dear you,
let me remind you again, they say, once bitten twice shy. Bitten many times but i still dont care. your SUPPER LONG experience is nothing. But please remember who ure dealing with. The friends you "trust" (of course i dont think u will trust fully). For that very person was the one who told the rest your deepest secret thinking that you will not know anything. Remember that god created us with brains to THINK before you react.

She hated you so much, but you manage to make her trust you. I salute you for that for you've not met your competition. but you've met a follower who doesnt use much of the brains but follows their heart often. Which shows her maturity and her inability to think for herself.

to the other you. If you think this is for you. Think again.
For im sick and tired of this nonsense. and i shall let the matter rest. Cause blogging FOR you is a waste of my time and effort. Im targetting the larger crowd. *wink*
Thank you for even believing me all this while or at least followed whatever i said. *Smiles*
Yes, remember im a snake. For i can be as cunning as a fox or even better defiinately better than you. Thank you for you praises for me in the past for i've never think you're smart.
For your secrets lies within, dont worry its safe *wink*

Inconclusion:
This is sad! Some must just realised that they need to learn that the ability to think is the best gift one can ever have in this world..

=)

2010-09-25T18:22:00.002+08:00

hAVE NOT been in the best of moods lately.

Humans these days are annoying.
I'm a human too and i know im annoying as well.

Anyway, U'll die. Trust me. I dun give a hoot anymore.
STUPID NO life MF.

tit tit tit

2010-08-19T15:24:00.001+08:00

MY BLOG WILL BE DEAD FROM NOW TILL I FEEL LIKE BLOGGING.

toodles!

ps: go break the code. =)

Thoughts

2010-07-30T15:49:00.002+08:00

Life when ure working...

When you're working everything is about Politics and Survival of the fittest.
Actually in this context it would be survival of the smartest.
Smart doesnt mean REALLY certificate wise smart but all you need to be is smart as in STREET smart and BITCHY smart.

Ouh well... It is no longer my concern now. This is NOT MY COMPANY. *Shrugs*

Anw! Enough about work. Lets talk about life.

Life.... Hmm...
One word : BORING.
Nothing interesting happened lately. Been busy with work as usual.

I've been out with boify often. Well not OUT actually, just see him often tts all.
But i do spend time with my girls!
Had a Karaoke session with the girls last sat and it was a BLAST!
after soo long Karaoke seems like a good way to distress....
Tomorrow would be another different session.. i wonder what's the Agenda this time. HAHA.

Dear You,
Sorry that i've not been able to tag along for all the late night parties that you and the other girls planned for. I am really tight on budget and also another reason was because im trying to cleanse myself for the fasting month. Even though SOME may thing its so not going to happen to me but at least i tried you see. I've not only turned your offer down but also the other girls. Im sorry baby. I'll make it up sometime.

ANYWAYS!
updates:

Ok one of my gf's actually finally got herself a bf, Which was not really surprising as to me its is rather inevitable. =p anyways! Congratulation! So dont complain about your insecurities issue k?

My other Gf apparently was crazy. hahaha. Initially me and zie was so sure in backing her up after she was being attacked until accidents happen for god knows what reason. So we decided to back off. As long as this boy is not a jerk! and is able to mix around well with us. I dont mind! hehs. But ouh wells.

LALALALALLA...

LIFE~ it can be supper exciting. and then it can be supper dull! WTH?!

Messy Mess Mess!

2010-07-19T14:38:00.002+08:00

And so i haven been blogging for ages.
And yes! i was pretty much so called Busy with work despite having 1 whole week of leave from work. It wasnt tt fruitful. I suppose I went on a wasted 1 week's leave. *Shrugs* Ouh wells!

Ok many things happened so far.

ACCP is finally over like FINALLY.
It was quite interesting though. My 1st ever Asian Conference. Not bad.
And of course we had to work from 8am to 10pm which sucks actually, But who cares. its over now!

aNd so I'm freaking excited about school now. And guess what? My bf's going back to school too! How exciting. haha. but then again i was rather worried tho. The fact that he's going back to school. It is a good thing of course. But im just worried because i dont want him to go back to school because of me. And yes because of me. You know how I'm like, i guess i pressured him too much that he just decided to go back to school.. *Shrugs*

Ok my brain is in a mess right now. 1/4 of my brain says rest! Its lunch hour!
The other 3/4 says, Bitch! you've got tons of work to be done! Finish up!

Lets update!

2010-06-21T01:04:00.003+08:00

Holiday:

I went to redang for 4D3N
it was Fun! (despite the long bus & ferry rides)
I badly wanted to go diving but my parents refuse to allow me.
apparently there was nobody but me who wanted to try diving. SUCKS!
ANW! once the pics are up in FB i'll let the pics tell the story.

and yes! did i tell you i lost my phone on the very nite i departure for REDANG.
and yes! its even before i reach redang, it was like 2 hrs after i left SG. how nice!
Anyway! i now have a phone thanks to azie!

Work:
its getting crazy.
The crazy exec is under investigation for Fraud.
But she kind of deserve it for tarnishing my reputation. But its ok.
I no longer bother since im Leaving the lame place anyway. *shurgs*

Me:
Life's been crazy and lazy for me.
and yes im back together with him.
And u may call me stupid and all but i just cant help it. perhaps im just to used to having him around.
anw i now do know what it felt like to almost be raped by a total stranger.
and yes! NUS grad or not apparently they are all humans. *roll eyes*
what a turn off.
Lucky for me i always have a gf who applies the call for help.
its called, "HELP! SOME IDIOT IS TRYING TO GET INTO MY PANTS call"

Girls:
I miss my girls its been a while and i mean it.
its been SO LONG since we last sit together and hang out.
i miss our weekly girls sessions.

Ain:
I havent seen you ever since the shit with Indah happened.
I havent seen you ever since i came back from Redang.
I havent seen you ever since i patch back with the boy coz i knw u've hated him THAT much.
I miss you ok. and i will meet you to catch up soon!
Love you! *muacks*

past to present

2010-05-30T14:46:00.002+08:00

and when the past came back...
everything seemed like a mess... but at that very moment of time i somehow knew what i wanted.
Though i did regret certain things the fact that i might have lost a pinch of hapiness with someone i used to love and the fact that he could now provide me wadever i demand for doesnt change everything.

And i pity myself the fact that i allowed myself to get so annoyed with the situation to the extend of venging my anger to him who's pretty much innocent. and when they say, Sometimes its good to keep the truth to urself coz it might just hurt the other party like mad. and the fact that i just had to tell him the truth was difficult enough. What more the akwardness afterthat. But im glad that my dear boy is patient enough to accept everything slowly eventhough it was crazy.

Ouh wells.

When...

2010-05-22T23:04:00.002+08:00

THE STORY OF THE YEAR MARKS THE WORST DAY OF YOUR LIFE...

And so now i feel miserable and useless.
the fact that everything is happening now and the fact that my dreams and wants will not be fullfilled all thanks to my due stupidity.
Sometimes i feel like i might just as well go away like far far away.
and on the other hand i just feel like its best to just kill myself and die.
End of story.

Nisa. you're so smart in ruining not only ur life but others.
job well done!

Allergy

2010-05-20T17:14:00.004+08:00

Yesterday was a freaking long day for me. I swear
Ended work at 6pm and Headed to TTSH for a meeting from 6pm to 9.30pm.
then i meet my dearest boy who kept on complaining about his lower back pain.

and so the doctor thought he was just faking it and did all types of test and checked his nerves and all.

So she couldnt figure out what exactly is wrong so she referred him to a Bone Specialist to check on his Bones instead since his muscles are ok. So and 1 thought it was ok .
i swear i was soo happy that i could just go home and sleep.
But before we left the doc's room the doc gave him a jap. and mentioned that he will have to see her agin in 30mins, so i thought what the hell? *shrugs* it should be fast.

wENT BACK IN and the pain was still there.
and the Doctor was like,
Doc: Still in pain?
him: Yes! Very painful
Doc: Sure or not?
Him: Yes very sure, still pain..
Doc: tt was the stongest jab i ever gave u and u can still feel the pain? try walking i want to see.
Him: *started limping*
Doc: eh... how come uh? u arh.. why did you only come when its serious. You wanna stay in?
Him: looked at me and shakes head vigorously.
Doc: good. coz if u wanna stay there's no room also. nvm u go home. If there's still pain u come back again.

So we left thinking that perhaps it might take some time before the drug actually react on him. so we went for Supper.
and then!
My goodness!!!
My kental boify has Drug allergy to NSAID apparently those are pain killers.
Lousy right!
OMG wait till i upload his pic and u can see how bad it was.
But i was laughing and paniking for him.
Kesian i tell u.. ahhahaha.. He looked like he had a tembel at 1st, den he loked like he was ppunched by someone.

Took another 2 jabs, 1 for the pain the other for the Allergy and when we were in the cab within 15 mins he started slurring and den he said he could just fall asleep. haha...

It was funny. so Poor me!
i got home at only 2am yesterday and fall asleep as soon as i reached my bed.
and now im alone in the office.. Counting Down to 6pm.
I cant wait to go home and SLEEP! gosh!

ByE babies!

Updates

2010-05-17T09:52:00.004+08:00

And so i havent been updating about my life.
Nothing interesting has happened yet.

Friday,
Had a mini little reunion with the girls. it was considered FULL attendance.

and it was much fullfilling.

Tho it was more about those days we had. it was still fun enough to be called a reunion. =)

Last sat i was dead bored and a friend happened to ask me to get a couple of drinks.

and so we went DXO patio.

OMG! It was BORING.

Pubing is so not my cup of tea

and GOODNESS!!! DXO was crap sia!

i swear! the crowd was like erk....

and there i was sleepy not because i was high but sleepy because i was DEAD Bored!

Eeee.. how annoying kn!

and yarh Boify got rather annoyed by the fact that i went clubbing thinking that i got drunk.

but omg.

He doesnt know that i was trying to kill myself to keep myself awake!

Iphone games really saved me from drowning in Boredom. hahaha...

Sunday,

Yes after fighting a huge battle with boredom i reached home rather late and had to wake up at 8am for driving.

and then i had to attend a mini picnic to celebrate my littlest sister's Bdae.

and then met boify and headed to Raffles Hospital.

Apparently one of his fwen lost 40kg in 6months and now has to recover.

OUH wells!

thats about it.

Im really hoping that this week will end FAST like SUPPER fast!

I cant wait for tomorrow and Friday!

Sunday plans were made to be at sentosa after Practical.

The boys promised to end everything off by 4pm.

Lets just hope its fun.

Thats all! back to my boring work routine. =(

Alot like us

2010-05-09T14:37:00.003+08:00

Watched a late night movie last night.
watched Back up plan with love.
its a nice show.
i've got to say its better than When in Rome.
But i like Both stories anyway! =p

We stayed up till late and even stayed up for breakfast at 4am.
But it was nice. We manage to spend time understanding why things get out of hand lately.
It was nice to have such conversations. =)

Anyway!
Today's Mothers Day.
So..
HAPPY MOTHERS DAY to my dearest MOM!! =)

Quiz... True? Not True?

2010-05-04T10:43:00.004+08:00

and so i've decided to take the same quiz that yaya took.
and here are the results...

Your Existing Situation

Likes to be in control and wishes to hold a position of power. Comes up with ideas and plans to overcome obstacles and likes to feel control over events and situations.

Your Stress Sources
"Feels empty and isolated from others and wishes to overcome this feeling. Believes life has more to offer her than what she was experienced thus far, and doesn't want to miss out on anything. she purses all her goals and dreams, fearful that any missed opportunity will cause her to miss out on even more. Quickly becomes an expert in any field she pursues and can sometimes come off as overbearing and nosy."

Your Restrained Characteristics
Current events leave her feeling forced into compromise in order to avoid being cut off from affection or future cooperation.
Emotionally demanding and will involve herself in close relationships but won't get too involved or give too much of himself.
"Struggles to make her demands clear, but feels ignored. Feels resentful, but acts as if she doesn't care, doing what is necessary to keep peace."
Applies tough standards to her potential partner and demands an unrealistic perfection in her sex life.
Applies tough standards to her potential partner and demands an unrealistic perfection in her sex life.

Your Desired Objective
Seeks to be known for something she has accomplished and uses her social abilities to win people over. Emotional and sensitive and romantic.
Your Actual Problem
Fears others will try to hold her back from achieving her goals and the things she wants. Puts on the charm and can be manipulative towards others hoping she can get them to do as she wishes and making it easier for her to reach her own goals.

Your Actual Problem #2
Longs the freedom to make her own decisions and plans without the criticism and restrictions of others. Uses her charm to deal with others and get what she wants.

and so i concluded...
This qUIz made me sound so Kiasu and Insecure and *bleargh*

Updates

2010-04-27T11:57:00.003+08:00

and the last post was april 15th..
not to bad hor. i thought it's been ages since i last blogged... hehs.

and so life is pretty much the same,
Ups and downs and obviously more to the downside when it comes to WORK.
but its pretty much ok now that i no longer have a fucked up colleague and have a new one which we can work well together with.
erm at least well for now. =)

hmm.. lets see... what else...
ive got no idea on what to blog already since ive been too busy with work lately.
Nothing rather interesting happened.

ok ciaoZ!

Fuck this job la.

2010-04-15T15:23:00.002+08:00

Im so bored and i refuse to work.
sumpah i refuse to work.
Im no longer motivated to even work here anymore.
like i swear this is a fucked up company.
and the only reason i stayed is because that stupid bitch is not here and i need to save up for my aussie trip.
haiz.. seriously im starting to hate it like mad, and i swear!
Goodness!!!

I will always love you

2010-04-12T12:19:00.001+08:00

And i started to listen to the video above after watching and hearing the video below. hehs

10th April 2010

2010-04-11T23:11:00.003+08:00

Let me tell u how i spent my Saturday...

Morning was spent at the Dental.

got a horrifying news.

Now i need to remove my wisdom teeth!

I was like : WHat?! i thought u said its save??!

Dentist: well The reason why u have problems eating is because theres a huge ulcer at the back of ur jaw..

Me: ok so now is it going to be bad?
Dentist: u want to have the surgery now?
Me: are u crazy?! ive got work later...

And yes what an annoying news!

Im so not going to remove my wisdom teeth there. puffts!

and yes next pit stop woulf be WORK!

I was so dead bored in the meeting which i thought would last for an hour but it dragged till about 2 hours plus. SUCKS!

i was literally day dreaming, i mean come on!
who on earth is like even motivated to attend a meeting on a SATURDAY?!

and then the hottest news.

hahahha.. yes yes! i was caught again!

hahaha. it was a huge war.. as usual me being caught guilty, i never fail to not stop smilling.

I think it was really funny. then guess where we went when he was supper angry?

haha.. we cabbed down and i insisted that we head over to ion.

And so We went shopping at Ion.

and! He got me a crumpler for my baby nikon D3000

and a watch! yes yes! =)

the watch was random. ouh and we randomly got a watch for his little buddy.

and so all three of us went out of ion happily with a new watch.

and the boy was estatic i swear. haha.. he was like,

"Nisa! thankiu! *hug* hug* hug* and couldnt stop smiling and hugging and saying thank you"

hahahah

and then we headed over to Minds Cafe with mimi and dayah.

Thought it would be fun to be playing some games with them but erk..

NO COMMENTS.

tho it was our 1st time there and since we didnt know much about tt place i think it would be better if i were to go there with a crazier bunch. haha

Baby baby baby

2010-04-09T11:43:00.003+08:00

ive been reading the girls blog and totally forgot to check out my own blog.
hahaha.
anyway! this would be the response to ain.

The issue of a "serious" r/s will never be serious to me unless i intend to get married to the boy/guy. for now i'll just play along with the "serious" relationship game and at the same time focus on my own game.

anw!
im so sleepy now.
Yaya said me and man is how it used to be like when she was with asyik.. ye ke?
hmmm.....

Baby baby baby no
My baby baby baby no......

When things went wrong

2010-04-06T09:43:00.002+08:00

Well things went wrong yesterday between us.
You tend to get possesive these days.
You tend to get insecure these days.
Whats happening? What's actually running through your mind?

The issue of jealousy became ugly and turned out to be pretty bad.
Perhaps both of us were tired.
Perhaps i have to admit i was at wrong.
But that doesnt allow you to doubt me in that very manner.
For you should know that no matter what they say.....
nevermind la.. lets drop the topic...

I hope you'll take it as a learning point.
Im a girl filled with high expectations on what others should deliver to me.
And I myself have high expectations in life.
Just this once that im allowing you to enter my life... is already a huge move in the master plan.
Things have to be re-shifted. but i aint complaining.
Yes im Full of ego. yes i ALWAYS want things to go my way.
But sometimes its nice to have someone to just go against you. (nt in a bad way of course)
against you as in do something against my plans and my wants.

Its ok Boy.
Too bad you got urself involve with this bitch.

random!

2010-04-01T15:37:00.000+08:00

Sleepy!
Lets do art!

Ouh im goin back to school and im damn excited!

weee!!!

21st Birthday!

2010-03-29T09:14:00.002+08:00

wow!
My birthday was filled with so many fun happenings!

Friday (26th March 2010)
Had a quick rare gathering with the girls.
But it was nice to have such gatherings once in awhile,
It brings back some old memories =)

Next Stop!
KUMAR NIGHT @ Orchard Towers!
omg i love this fella! he's supper hilarious!
ouh and there was this ambulance and someone REALLY passed away tt night!
Then!!!
SUPPER CLUB!
It was FUn!!!
i mean ive got to admit it was crazy!
I even got to flirt with the Bartender. *wink*
and i got pretty drunk. =p

ok so moving on!
i got home only about 2pm.
and was out again at 5pm
went to do my nails, and headed over to Boat Quay for dinner!
Deedee joined us (Me bf, yaya and sham)
it was pretty! yeap! yeap! ive always wanted to try having dinner there. and!
my wish was fullfilled! =)
after the heavy dinner we went to take the G-MAX!
OMG!!! Another wish fullfilled!
it was crazily WACHKY! i loike! i loike! i loike!!!
we got the video i'll try to figure out how to upload it online... =p
then plans got a little screwed up on that very night.
Double O didnt happened.
Ive got another invitation to supperclub but bf and his friend couldnt enter.
and ive got an invitation to some Thai disco shit which i wanna experience but apparently i was with 2 underage girls as well.
so it kind of got screwed up there. so we ended up drinking.
It was erk.. more of a slower pace for the closing of my birthday which was kind of a turn off la.
But its ok.

Sunday (28th March)
I was surpose to have my date with my kias,
but i was supper exhausted...
so i had to postpone it till next week.
hehs..
im sorry girls!
i was too exhausted! haha..

But all i can say was!
my birthday eve itself was a BLAST! i like! i like! i like!
hahaha..

the talk about getting married.. -.-"

2010-03-24T09:42:00.004+08:00

early morning in the office,
we were randomly talking to each other until she asked me the question on,
"do you think u'd ever get married to ur bf?"
and my ans was a straight NO!

No offence my dear boy.
Coz ive yet to achieve my dreams so im not even trying to even think close to the word marriage.
Coz honestly (let me be frank) here are the reasons,

1. I still wanna continue my studies
2. I wanna leave this country for a better life but of course not forever kind of thing (but it would be good if it were to be forever hehs)
3. Its nice to see people getting married and all but i dun think i even wanna get married anytime soon until im satisfied with myself.

People might say, "by the time ure satisfied with urself u'd be too old"
But its ok. Mom talked to me about it also she was talking about future plannings.
NOt refering to whoever of course.
she was like ok when ure wanna get married this is wad u are surpose to do...*blablabla*
and i got sick of it.
then she went, (the conversation was in malay so let me have the honour of translating it. =)
mom: its not as if im asking u to get married in 2 years time, wait, how old do u wanna get married?
me: well 28 perhaps.
mom: no get married at 27
me: what difference does it make?
mom: no diference so get married at 27 if not later u'll be too old how?
me: too old nvm lorh. never get married also never mind. as long as i can survive on my own its ok.
mom: eee.. what a waste everyone wants to get married
me: of course everyone wants to get married but you're talking to a 21 yr old (soon to be =p) who's not even thinking of getting married. -.-"

Then dad came in. and the conversation was over! thank god!haha
well mom refuse to talk to me about this infront of dad coz she knows dad will go,
"Dont be nonsesnse! she's still studying"
hehs.

Well im proud that some of the ppl i know are already planning to get married.
For instance, im waiting for another 2 years or perhaps if im lucky enough next year im going to attend someone's weding. =p
than another 3 years from now, someone's planning to prepare for a wedding which sound exciting.

But personally not my time yet! haha
2 years from now, i'm still studying.
3years from now, most probably i've just graduated and continuing my higher cert.
so which means after 3 years im still not done with school i'll be like wad? 24?
den im going to get a proper stable job which takes at least 4 years which makes me 28
den The idea of me not wanting to stay in sg will take at least 2 years to see if im suitable to stay there. so...
Total calculated age : 30
SO!!!
only by 30 then i can peacefully think of marriage. hehs. nOT Too bad hor. =)

Bleargh!
ok back to work!

funny...

2010-03-23T17:12:00.002+08:00

and when a guy says,
"ouh **** tu buat kahwin"
so the other girls will be either,
"buat main" or "buat rolling"
and they just have to stupidly say the wrong thing to the girlfriends of the "victim".
Which makes me laugh out loud.

buat rolling kalau jadi tk per.
nie buat pompan jadi bahan rolling last2 dier yg kene rolling. hahaha....
well at least u know what some boys are thinking.

Those "players tak menjadi"

like some guy used to tell me,
"girls are either good at playing dumb or they are just plain dumb"

which is kinda true.
I like the idea of playing dumb.
coz u knw what they are trying to do and u just get to play back the game and benefit out of it!
wow! i still have my skills huh...
but too bad i still cant stand to hurt girls...
hahaa.. =p BOO!!!

Princess!

2010-03-22T09:42:00.002+08:00

So Saturday was shopping trip.
And yes! i wanna brag about something.. haha..
*be jealous*
anw! was out with lily, kak isra and boify.

Got sis her ipod touch over at ion.
and accompanied the girls shopping while i window shop for my bag.
and the most random thing happened!
and we were looking at clutches.
and the conversation went,

kak isra: Nisa is this pretty?
me: yeap2! its quite cute
kak isra: which colour should i get
me: Its up to u.. both are cute.
kak isra: u like it?
me: yarh its cute
kak isra: u want it?
me: *smiles* u're getting it for me?
kak isra: if u want it. do u want it?
me: *smiles widely* *raise eyebrows* (ps: nisa knows what is the meaning of shy)
kak isra: Ok! we'll get 2. which colour do u want?
me: blaack one please.. hehe... *jumping around smiling*

hehe... so yeah!
i got a clutch bag from dorthy Perkins.

Ouh and i was searching for a new bag for my new baby.
and saw this pretty little thing from crumpler.
and yes! im getting it next month! nOt as my bdae present!
im getting something else for my birthday.. =p
Love u baby!
*thinking* what should i get for my bdae? *hehs*

And so got mom's approval upon requsting for a bra set for my bare back dress.
until i saw this pretty little thing.
and immediately called mom,
me: can i change my request to a bag? it costs cheaper than the bra. the bra set costs $79.90, my bag costs only $75. u get to save $4.90. Please?
Mom: hmm... ok.. but! when u get a bag, u dont get the bra set!
me: ok! they didnt have my size anyway..
And so!! Nisa got herself a pretty cute bag.
and whenever i was trying on the bag bf would go ,
bf: wait! let me try it on first! only buy if i look good in it
-.-" what a weird boy. haha.

on an early rainy saturday morning..

2010-03-20T11:31:00.003+08:00

all pics are up!

so please feel free to tag or untag urselves!

Dont bother asking me why im up early on a rainy saturday.

Im damn pissed la! so shoo!

ps: Baby please wake up NOW!!!!!!

Pictures!

2010-03-19T10:01:00.002+08:00

Pictures are uploaded!
But im uploading it on facebook in stages..
So hopefully tonight i'll be able to upload the pond and Kia's pics on Facebook.

Ok so today my dearest Nora is out!!!
and im going to granny's after work. Its been quite some time since i visited her.

Saturday!
Im going to allow ain to test my new baby. =)
Then hopefully im not too lazy to upload the pics on the very next day. =)

Holiday! Holiday! holidaysssssSSS!

2010-03-18T09:49:00.003+08:00

Im getting Holiday invites! =)
The recent one would be next month! (April)
Then Another in May!
Then a Confirmed one in June!
haha.. and lets see how many out of this other 2 invites im going to join. =p

But May the one to Krabi sounds Yummy!
hahaha.. Lets just hope it doesnt fall on my special week.. hehs...

2010-03-15T16:49:00.002+08:00

Im soo nervous!
and i swear its annoying me like crap!~
I just hope i'll pull through this one...

days! days! days!

2010-03-11T09:50:00.002+08:00

And the weekend is almost here!!!
Times flies! hehs..

Tomorrow will be out for a haircut.. =)
Saturday will be out for a shopping trip!

The week after
(Plans not out yet)

The week after the previous week!!!!!!!!
WOHOOTT!!! my Birthday! =)
2 more weeks! 2 more weeks!

Apparently i didnt plan for my bdae this time.
Like finally I've decided to not Plan!
i just realised my bdae's are usually planned by either me or my family
so yarh! let my 21st bdae be rather different.
Not expecting any huge celebration, but!

I just have ONE huge! HUGE! HUGE! request! :)

To dearest Ain= u missed my bdae last year! u better make it up to me! humph! and of course i wanna spend my bdae with u babies.

To dearest Kias= No excuses!

To dearest You= Disappoint me this time and i'll never forgive u.. hehs. no la joking. heheh..

Im so excited! omg! omg! hahahah...
Not because im turning 21! its because erm...
im just excited? haha... =p

Fucked up la bITCH!

2010-03-09T18:11:00.002+08:00

And when i saw the pictures i went,
AWW....
but the saddest thing was,
i pity her too much that i think im letting this whole game go.
Perhaps i might wanna end everything smoovely for him?
so should i just tell her straight about what's happening?

Hmm maybe i shouldnt tell her.
but if i dont he might commit the same shit again behind her back.
*shrugs*

and im so fucked up now!
if this bitch is trying to fuck around with me i'll makesure i'll hand this shit over to higher authorities. FUCKED up asshole!
on the other hand (Please be at home! please! ='(

New Addition

2010-03-09T09:39:00.003+08:00

The whole of saturday was spent at werk with the boy.
Manage to survive the whole crap till about 9pm before making my way to town,
Other than that it was CRAZY.
But i had fun =)

a new addition to the family,
Cousin now have another baby boy. without a name at the moment. haha
the current boy is SOOO naugthy!
OMG! i swear i lost my temper at him and he went,
" kakak... nah sweet.." (of course i forced him to call me kakak =p)
cute kn! haha... and when he saw his little baby brother he went, " Kiuuutt!!! baby kiiiuuut!!"
haha...

Ouh and when i took the train ppl thought he was my baby, which is annoying! ahaha..
I look young ok! i look too young to be a mother! =p

Straight through my heart

2010-03-03T16:01:00.001+08:00

Kopi Dangdut

2010-03-03T10:23:00.000+08:00

This reminds me of those gigs when sally's perform! i love this song! haha

-.-

2010-02-25T11:14:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was bad. and ive got to admit.
Today i woke up horrified.
Make up does wonders! and so i feel better.
And not because ive decided wad i want.
But i think ive wasted too much energy last night that my emotions just wanna shut down for the day.
Which is good. Well at least for now until it starts again.
For the mean time i think im just going to just go with the flow until i really know wad i want.

Thanks Babies for the advice.
And yarh. Im sure u cant believe that this side of me actually existed uh. haha
F-U-N-N-Y and weird but TRUE! =P

Cry me out- Pixie Lott

2010-02-24T14:57:00.000+08:00

OK? NOT OK? ok? not ok? hmmz

2010-02-24T13:53:00.004+08:00

Its really not helping.
The surroundings and all.
I was literally cursing and critising Couples out there Yesterday.
No good! Not Healthy! Not Healthy!!!

I need to get a new Hobby.

The whole night ive been thinking,
The clues were soo obvious and i refuse to acknowledge them.
Now that they have enlighten me with the details which i was left in denial with,
I feel like Crap.

Kill me before i kill myself please?
I dont like means i dont like.

2010-02-24T13:53:00.001+08:00

I hate myself for loving you

2010-02-22T10:08:00.003+08:00

This song is dedicated to my dearest baby bitch. haha..
babe, i think this song is quite funny uh.. haha

After everything happened....

2010-02-22T09:25:00.001+08:00

And i love my babies even more.
thank you for the company loves.
and yes i enjoyed myself.

What do you want from me?

2010-02-12T13:23:00.007+08:00

Hey, slow it down
What do you want from me
What do you want from me
Yeah, I'm afraid
What do you want from me
What do you want from me

There might have been a time
I would give myself away
(Ooh) Once upon a time
I didn't give a damn
But now here we are
So What do you want from me
What do you want from me

Just don't give up
I'm workin' it out
Please don't give in
I won't let you down
It messed me up, need a second to breathe
Just keep coming around
Hey, What do you want from me
What do you want from me

Yeah, it's plain to see
That baby you're beautiful
And it's nothing wrong with you
It's me, I'm a freak
But thanks for lovin' me
Cause you're doing it perfectly

There might have been a time
When I would let you step away
I wouldn't even try but I think
You could save my life

Just don't give up
I'm workin' it out
Please don't give in
I won't let you down
It messed me up, need a second to breathe
Just keep coming around
Hey, What do you want from me
What do you want from me

Just don't give up on me
I won't let you down
No, I won't let you down

So
Just don't give up
I'm workin' it out
Please don't give in
I won't let you down
It messed me up, need a second to breathe
Just keep coming around
Hey, What do you want from me

Just don't give up
I'm workin' it out
Please don't give in
I won't let you down
It messed me up, need a second to breathe
Just keep coming around
Hey, What do you want from me
(What do you want from me)
What do you want from me
What do you want from me

summary

2010-02-09T09:52:00.002+08:00

Alone in the office for the time being.
Yesterday went to meet ly, zi, ain kak mira and syaza.
ive got to agree its been sometime since we (kias) actually gone out with a group of girls.
Went hunting for stuffs but to no avail.

I think i need more colours in my life. Or at least perhaps i should start by uploading pictures in my digi cam to make my live more colourful. haha.
ok so many things have happened since last week.
pERSONALity issues especially.

Last saturday ended up accompanying ain to her Mini Class reunion.
It was more of a slumber party, where everyone just gathered sharing the funniest moments we had in secondary school. annd ive got to admit it was nice. like seriously. And the best part of the slumber party is that it was filled with boys and not girls. haha..

and more to come this weekend.

Kia/Holiday/ and other craps.

2010-02-05T10:00:00.002+08:00

And so yesterday was the KIA's Session over at Orchard.
And i can tell you we shared alot!
I think we could even look bimbotic and random there with the stories that we shared.
but it was FUN!
MORE sessions PLEASE!

anw, and so ive been having that very feeling which is rather dangerous.
"Bestie" called me and asked how its been,
and of course i told him the truth.
and he was like, " and he knows nuts about it?"
mE: yeah he know nuts about it. haha ouh well.. *shrugs*

Aye's birthday is exactly 1 month before mine which is on the 27th Feb.
and of course me being "NO SHAME" i made him ask me along on whatever the bdae plan is.
haha.. and so i started complaining since they ask.
and it was just nice to let it all out.
yes I AM WILLING to forgo whatever just to makesure i get what i want.
But of course not my DIGNITY la..
but if its the minor stuffs why not right.
okok some may see it as minor some may see it as MAJOR.
but its really up to the individual.
*shrugs*

more in the line please!
i need more! i want more! hehes...
ouh!

Ive discussed with the Kia's about the HOliday trip.
and they agreed.
BUT!!!!
We have yet to decide where to go. ahaha..
But for sure!
NO BOYS ALLOWED! =)

So to that little (not) someone, u can save up ur cash for other needs. k?

Im going on a HOLIDAY!

I WANNA GO ON A HOLIDAY!

2010-02-04T09:26:00.003+08:00

And when i Badly wanted to go on a holiday!
I shall merajok with Ain since she left me out for the Bali trip.
But im hoping to have a nice getaway!
mom said ok, now i need to discuss with the rest on where to go!
HUMPH!

I WANNA GO! I WANNA GO!
I DONT CARE! I WANNA GO!!!!

stop being annoying k boy.
*roll eyes*

Meeting my babies later...
hehs.. lalalala..
Ok falling asleep at work. HOw Nice!

Jason Derulo

2010-02-02T11:31:00.000+08:00

Not that i like this song but the beat is rather catchy.. haha...

Mundane routine

2010-02-01T00:03:00.003+08:00

ok and im getting used to the weekly routine now.

i miss going to school.

as in a proper full time school.

where i get to mingle with my classmates.

get stressed over exams....

all those nonsensical stuffs we did in school...

gosh.. i swear i miss school..

not say that im not schooling now...

but its just so different...

now u enter class with all adults who are so busy doing their own stuffs...

and they just couldnt careless about who exists and who doesnt in class.

gosh..

Ok im going to bed!

Being sick sux

2010-01-29T14:00:00.002+08:00

And so i was on mc for the past 2 days.
Yeap! yeap! 2 days MC!
and now im back at work.
Feeling all so lousy with my fever still around.
Which i hate it.
Coz i'll feel sleepy. and i feel like going home.
Ouh well.. *shrugs*
We'll see how long i can last here for today i mean.

Bye

Broken hearted GIRLS

2010-01-26T16:15:00.002+08:00

I went into facebook but not into my account.
I read afew shout out post from his brother's ex girlfriend.
apparently she's supper depressed and trying so hard to forget him.
and this brother of his is moving on happily.

Its sad when u see girls getting attached for over 10 years and broke up with someone who they intend to get married with just because she gain weight.
its just so shallow of these boys.
and sometimes i pity these girls for having such boys as their so called "the one"
and have to end up getting their dreams and fantasies crashing down like a broken glass.
But ouh wells, thank god im not like them.
maybe because mine are never ever so long.
well actually mine were never long. hehs.
But all i can say is, its a lesson in life. and one has to get over it since the other party doesnt give any hoots about it..

So to all the girls out there, if you think that he's the one for you, then congratulations.
But if things go crazy, dun blame on yourself too much.
Sometimes you've got to blame those assholes for being ridiculous.

anw! Yesterday was crazy.
Met yaya and ain. slacked and played around with the car.
everything was fine until the car broke down.
and i swear i felt supper guilty coz we were the ones who last used it.
But thank god! its the Battery problem!
aNYways... ive promised myself not to even think of driving yaya's car even if ive got the license.
ahhahaha sorry babe!=p

and the story that u told me was crazy.
Apparently arranged marriage still do exists huh?
thats quite sad la. but thank goodness you're not gullible enough to fall for the trap.
i'll label it as a trap cause i see the whole picture as his family is the one who wants it badly but not him. ouh wells! *shurgs*

Ouh! my girls are growing uber fast!

AND ouh!!
did i tell u im falling sick! like seriously!
i think im going to go visit the doctor tmrw!
and have a good rest at home! =)
I cant afford to stay sick for the weekend! =p

23.01.2010

2010-01-25T12:45:00.003+08:00

had the longest saturday out.

Watched Tooth Fairy and had the GREATEST LAUGH!

I loike!

I give it 4 Popcorns!

Later that evening went to meet Ain and Kak Mira,

and we were cam-WHORING.

like literally WHORING ourselves.

But of course i shant upload here.. hahaha. Sungguh tk glam.

And yes! this boy here decided to join in the fun.. haha..

Monthsary

2010-01-21T10:37:00.006+08:00

i never knew boys are actually into Monthly anniversaries.

hahaha...

but it was funnily cute.

and yes, last night he purposely stayed up till 12 plus just to wish me,

" Happy monthsary Baby!"

i was shocked, (not shocked as in touched/ surprised coz he remembered the date.)

But i was shocked that he actually use the word Monthsary.

and i thought only GIRLs do that.

haha. so now you all know that my Boy is more girly than me. hehs.

and! why do all sweet somethings have to be attached to nasty conversations

hahaha.. ouh well we ended up argueing before going to bed. hahah.. i tell you, come to think of it! Its really quite funny.. especially when you are argueing about who looks cuter/hotter? Him or his 2nd brother? hahahaha...

Well honestly, i personally feel that the 2nd brother would look hotter than him if he wasn't so sloppy. Clean shave neat hair, I wouldnt mind dating his brother! hahaha..=p well he claims that his 1st bro looks exactly like him just the slightly skinnier version. hmmmz... i wonder how he would look. haha..

ouh wells.

Okok my Boy is still the pretty girly one. =p

And so A birthdaY SHOUT OUT to JOY!

Happy 23rd Birthday JOY!

BORED!

2010-01-19T10:59:00.002+08:00

I guess i need to spend a proper weekend.
Hmm.. where ouh where should i go?

Its been a supper mundane start of the week.
Ive havent had the mood to even work.
and seriously. Im feeling useless.
But ouh heck!
Im paid to do nothing anyway. haha.

Yesterday was a movie marathon day for me.
watched 2 movies!
yeaps..

Im bored! i think im starting to feel stressed up.
actually im not even stressed up.
But the fact that pimples are popping out! thats a sign of stress right?
haha... *shurgs*
Ouh wells!

Money! money! money!

2010-01-17T00:31:00.005+08:00

So many things i NEED and WANT.
So little MONEY to even achieve it. Bleargh!

ANW!
saw miza and i couldnt really recognise her.
But how can i forget her!
hugged and catch up on a few things in life...
well she's a teacher now! good for her.
and apparently for 3 years already and wow!
it just hits me that time do FLY.

Thats all!
Will be away from blogging until i really feel like it. actually MAYBE i might update again Soon!
when my mind is more at ease rather then being pretty messed up like how it is now. haha..

BOOoo!!!
bye!

rules of 'tackling" me

2010-01-13T15:10:00.002+08:00

This was something cute that someone said to me. and of course i have to disagree with a few of them!! haha..

Its called "RULES ON HOW TO TACKLE NISA" -___-"

XXX says:

rule 1 : When she hit u, pretend it hurts, even if it doesn't.
rule 2: When she lies to u, pretend its real, act like u're interested, even if its bullshit.
(i dont bullshit uh. so thats a lie)
rule 3: Dnt try to fish for compliment, she wont compliment u. If she doesn't complain, she should like it.
rule 4: When she's mad at u, give her time, she'll be all right, even if she screams a u, just pretend tht u have stomachache she'll stop
rule 5: Dont expect her to say "i love you", coz she's shy. But dnt stop urslf frm telling her u love her coz she appreaciate it, even if she doesn't tell u..
sorry last rule 6 : When she get all teary, dnt look at her face, she doesnt like it, just hug her tight, she needs u..
HAHA!!.. tht's ur book.. atleast for me..

Bored? need a laugh? Watch this...!

2010-01-13T13:04:00.001+08:00

Guilty as charged!

2010-01-13T09:26:00.002+08:00

And so yesterday i went to meet lily,
and this time we went shopping.
Intention was to just get my pair of heels and just accompany lily to splurge on her bf's cash.
BUT!
Im just a bitch!
i ended up spending more than her!
HOW ANNOYING!

and of course its amazing how i manage to spend when im cashless!
haha.. the demons of a credit card.
when u know u have it you'll spend it like nobody's business! haha

And its not fun when u just asked for a little more and get nagged like nobody's business.
I hate it!

Just random

2010-01-08T09:34:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was Crazy.
But we managed.
I guess patience pays.
Wasnt in the mood to be whoring myself. haha
well babe, See you will just have to follow the flow..
We shall have more of this k.. =)

Anw, im feeling ugly these days.
Its either me starting to get uncomfortable with braces on
OR!
just me not being bothered with myself...
And the fact that im running out of cosmetic products. FUCK!
hahaha...
well PRADA Killed ME!

I was in the train taking a quick nap.
Then I suddenly realised, 2009 wasnt as bad as i thought it was.
There were a few occasions whereby i was extremely happy.
Perhaps it was just a minor occasion.
And one of which i would never EVER forget.

That very evening we spent together.
the evening where he just cant help staring at my face and said, " you've grown."
and when i just look at him all shy and said, " its been 2 years since we've met, i cant possibly not grow! haha"
and that was the very evening when we ended everything smoovely.
and when we left, you just called me and gave me a hug and a kiss saying,
" You take care k love..."
and all i could do was smile.
nO heavy heart to leave him.
well i guess that was finally the end of you.
It really took 2 years for me to forget you OFFICALLY.
and i thank you for making it a sweet offical end to my misery.
cause you made me learn that
"No Matter How Difficult it is to let go, We will still have to let go Sooner or later"
Thank you for being the BEST past I've had so far...
aND Thank you For fulfilling my very wish for the very moment to arrive.
Like i said, I waited 2 years for that. *Smiles*

And finally FRIDAY!
Ok now.. 6.30pm please make it soon!!!!

Ouh did i tell u some bunch of people say i look 24????????!!!
like WTF?!

OK BYE

Bored as hell!

2010-01-06T15:12:00.002+08:00

Okay so this whole week has been quite boring.
Nothing to do at work yet im lethargic as hell.
Blame menses! its coming!!! urghhh..

I need toget myself a pretty Organiser.
Where to get eh? The ones at popular SUCKS!

Gosh Im soo Sleepy! I swear i can fall asleep!
SUCKS!

and when he met mom.

2010-01-04T00:29:00.004+08:00

Lalalalalala...
Now im having trouble sleeping!

ok today was scary,
so he badly wanted to see mom despite all the warnings that i gave.
but after much pestering, i finally gave in.
and so mom saw him.
she just stared at his ears. which was BAD!

and so i expected mom to nag and nag,
but all she said was,
"why are the ear holes soo huge! what a waste!"
ouh she have yet to see that tiny little tatoo of his and gonna freak out again!

Shoot me!

Weekend was FANTASTIC.
I had the time of my life..
It was crazy, i swear! though it was just us...
and if every weekend is going to be like this,
I'll be counting the days for every weekend like mad!

I so need to get new things to do during the weekdays!
I soo need to get myself pre-occupied with things so every weekend will just swing by FAST!

Go Wild!

2010-01-03T00:19:00.002+08:00

Went to have my braces tightened!
and it was painful like FUCK!
i swear!
It was the same exact feeling when i had to extract the 4 tooths plus stich.
I was begging for mercy on the dental seat.
until now it hurts like mad!

anw!
boify accompanied me to DTE and we bumped into Murni and Aisyah.
and we slacked around, played pool and all.
until we planned something random.
and of course.
a good getaway.

Im looking forward to Valentines 2010.
weee!! Something definately worth waiting for.
and definately Different!

and of course i find people disgusting.'
like utterly disgusting and self centred.
and a good way to ignore it is by saying,
"You can go to HELL!"

and im loving my life now. Cant wait for 2 more weeks till someone POP
and 6 more weeks till the mini GETAWAY! WEE!

hello 2010

2010-01-02T01:51:00.004+08:00

so I tried something different for the start of 2010.
Went along with some friends and extended friends.
Well having fun is not ALL about GETTING DRUNK and PUKING all over.
Its just the people whom actually bother to spend tt very moment with you.

headed to Tanjong Beach,
nice shill out place.
Cards and food.
Boify apparently was just annoying that very start of the night.
and all the other people tt just seem to annoy the crap out of me.
And so it was left with just the 4 of us,
Boring?

Nope, we had loads of fun...
Got a couple more drinks,
waited until all of us were sober enough to walk over to Pahlawan beach.
Disturbing people along the way.
making fun of the drunkens.
and so i bumped into familiar faces.

met AJUL...
yes! AJUL, like after 2 years, or is it more?
and i met telur and fahmy..
yes2. and i was sober enough to recognise ppl. haha.

and so we all decided to settle down over at the other island over at Pahlawan.

U get to see people sleeping all over in their tiny little groups.
so we minded our own business, and ended up joining the whole lot of them to bed.
and yes, as usual, the younger ones are always the IMFs.

and so we fled the area at 6am.
the queue for the bus was TERRIBLE and so was the queue for the cab.
and the tram only starts at 7 which was annoying.
So the 4 of us walked out slowly,
enjoying the morning breeze with a whole lot of other people.

and Im blogging cause i cant sleep,
and im just hoping after this entry my body would just give me a break and lead me to lala land.

Good Night People!

Goodbye 2009 and HELLO 2010

2009-12-31T10:57:00.006+08:00

And so in a few hours it will be 2010

lets round up 2009 shall we?

well, i must say, 2009 was quite a mundane year.

Its the worst year ive ever had so far.

well Here Goes...

2009 Was when i screwed up my future

by screwing up my A levels.

it was the very year that i befriended my so called best friend after him dumping our 3 years friendship for another girl.

It was the very year where i went genting and KL and it was a HELL of a ride.

THE VERY YEAR when i wont forget Ain's 1st moment of PURE drunkness.

That very year when i finally got together with my bestfriend

and was able to foresee diasasters upon the relationship.

It was also the year which i did something illegal with my loves

The year full of facades and lies

The very year when girls just wanna have fun.

The very year where boys were the main form of entertainment for us

and when we use them like a piece of rag.

It was also 2009 that,

I brought joy and happiness to some individuals

I brought hatred upon myself.

and with all that happened in 2009

Im Blessed with having these people around in my Life.

Despite all the hard times i gave them

Despite all the shits and bitchiness i was towards them.

I will always appreciate these people

For they are those very people who made me come to realise

That PEOPLE and Your so called "FRIENDS" will come and go

as and when they like.

And to those who make you seem like an OPTION instead of a priority

you can just FUCK them off and tell them this,

"I FUCKING DO NOT CARE ABOUT YOU CAUSE I HAVE MY OWN LIFE"

There's always going to be 2 group of people that you can never put as an option in your life

1. FAMILY

2. Your BESTIE

and yes its you!

and i still remember the very 1st misunderstanding that we had.

haha.. you were so lousy. =p

*tears!*

look at how much we've grown babe!

haha

and i love you soo much!

*cheers!* to our 5 years of friendship!

And of course not to forget.

This boy here,

Who showed me:

The importance of appreciating what i have

The will to change for the better

The power of patience.

The Determination to achieve something despite being pulled down by the surroundings.

AND i thank you for that Love.

last few days of 2009

2009-12-31T10:28:00.005+08:00

And so yesterday went to meet my POND LOVES!
we had our mini celebration. ahaks.
It was fun, and since i was dead broke,
I thank MIN and Murni for the treat! Thankiu so the very much!!

and we finally had our exchange!
and we now call it, New Year's Exchange! =)

So we were talking about some random stuffs,
Like from:
who you think will get married 1st amongst us all,
to how do u operate a car
to what is the procedures of buying a house..
and you really get to see them talk as they are growing. Hehs.

Hmmmz.. interesting though...
I was thinking of taking u a few courses to get side income..
and since my parents approve of it i guess i should just go search for such courses uh.
HAHA..
ouh wells!

And so today im meeting my boy at 1pm,

going to have a quick lunch before actually going over to change for count down.

And im so dead sleepy i dont know why. bleargh!

Toodles!

Random

2009-12-30T14:54:00.002+08:00

And im so bored,
then i started laughing in front of this very monitor screen.
Hahaha...
The date was 18th December 2009

The DATE to remember!
The MOST MEMORABLE date and event of the year!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHA
and im sure you babe will laugh reading this post and go, "nisaaaaa, what the hell!"
*with your reaction* and u'll start giggling...
And please maintain tt smile infront of ur monitor screen,
Dont want others to think that youre crazy.

And i cant believe it actually Happened.
WHAT THE HELL!!!
i think its going to stick to be for the rest of my life for now.
hahahaahah.

Ok tt was just random.

Boring...

2009-12-30T14:08:00.002+08:00

So its going to be HOLIDAYS @ work. =p
Since tt Bitch is on Leave till 2010 Which is next year.
Its kind of amazing how she ALWAYS get away with things uh.
Ouh wells.
I couldnt care less anymore.

And i NEED sources for MOVIES.
to entertain me at work,
like SERIOUSLY

Im sleepy! AND tired.

Cant wait for TOMORROW!!!

Ps: Ain, maybe i AM in LUST with my boify.. hahaha... =p

Counting Down To 2010

2009-12-29T11:10:00.003+08:00

And so i was bloghopping.
and was reading some people's entries.

and its amazing how people grow up to realise.
Not saying that its a bad thing. its good. seriously no joke.

I guess as we grow older we tend to realise that its time to get serious with life.
I mean true what they said, for how long do you wanna have fun and enjoy?

When the time comes to have the mature thinking means its time.
We are humans, and i believe we want to achieve something in life.

Be it in terms of
relationships,
Career,
Education
or even happiness.

But one thing is definately for sure,
Sooner or Later it will come to us without us realising.
Not saying that im MADLY in love thats why im blogging this down
But the fact that sometimes, you just get so sick and tired of the games
Sometimes u just learn to treasure someone after all the shitty relationships that you went through.

And you dont need the whole world to know that you have this special person who gives u a hell of a ride
They just need to be jealous of how happy u can be with that someone.

Always start with an OPEN mind and it will lead to to somewhere.

*chey mcm faham aku nie kn*

anw!!!

i HAve Decided!

Im sorry Yaya, i cant tag along with you.
bUT U CAN ALWAYS tag along with me =)

COUNTDOWN PLAN

SeNtOSa!!!
People:
ME!
BF!
Ain!
Zie!
Ly!
Gary!
BF's FRIENDS...

weee... I hope its gonna be fun!
Well Hell with the Party,
We are going to have out own party.

Theres gonna be COKE, SPRITE and REDBULL
LETS GET DRUNK WITH THIS! hahaha..

2 MORE DAYS PEOPLE!!!

Where to Where to for CountDown?

2009-12-28T17:57:00.002+08:00

Okay here's the thing,
As we all know (if you dont then now u know...)
Nisa is offically B-R-O-K-E
and this time i mean it.
I guessed i overspent!
Ive got to check my expense book later at home.
So yeap.
And there's this tempting invitation. Like seriously Tempting.
But!
Then again, what will ever happen to that boy.
The boy who got overly excited over this coming countdown.
hmmmz...
Im still contemplating whether i should go or just stick with him.

Lets weigh the odds,

Plan (A)
Sentosa with the "Bitch" that calls me a "whore". haha...=p
and with the whole bunch of them,
And of course him along.

Plan (B)
With the big Boys and Yaya at some place
where theres drinks and rides

Pros and cons

Plan A
Cons
Money baby (Not enough to join the party)
no rides

Pros
Still Loads of drinks
With my babies

Other Alternatives
We dont have to join the party right?
*shrugs*

Plan B
Cons
The big boys might be boring
I dont know them
And i'll make him go crazy

Pros
Its a totally new experience
Drinks and Rides

Other Alternatives
We can always Cabut if its super boring right?

Ouh guess wad??! time to get off from work! hahaha.. that was fast! =p

Ok ciaoz!
I'll still consider uh..

=)

2009-12-28T14:54:00.003+08:00

Nisa Finally manage to put her blog together in one piece!
Bravo!
Bravo!

Around of an applause to me!
*screams!*
*cheers!*

Bow!

haha

Dbl o/HomeClub/Spore Idol

2009-12-28T09:56:00.004+08:00

OKAY. Pics for last Friday.

(part of it)

2009 TO 2010

2009-12-21T13:46:00.002+08:00

At work ALONE!!

DAMN BORED.

had a crazy weekend!

hahahahahahahahahaha..

More CRAZY things to be done before 2010

Ouh!

i realised that 2009 was a monotonnous year for me.

BORING!

Esteem issues.

2009-12-18T11:21:00.004+08:00

hmmm...And so I found out that Girls Do get intimidated by the Guy's Ex-es.

hmmm... they said it was due to insecurity reasons.

hmmm... its a common thing?

hmmm... Then i must be the odd one out.

Not saying that i Totally DONT mind,
I would mind if the girl comes back into him life asking for him back.
But even so, I guess, if she really NEEDED him, then i might as well hand him over.
See im not mean okay. haha..

Like i said in my older posts (cant remember which)

"If he really loves/like you he wont return or entertain whoever that came into his life again"

And yesterday discussed with the girls about self esteem issues.
Issues about them feeling inferior to the guy's taste of girls.
Hmms... So they said that they actually feel inferior that the girls (the guy's pasts) are hotter/prettier/sweeter then them.

I seriously think its not about how perfect that girl may look physically. Everyone has their inprefectness and their speciality. They may be a bimbo for all you know.
anw, that's besides the point.tHE POINT IS!

For me!
I'll take it as a compliment if the guy used to have Hot Ex Girlfriends Before. Eventhough i might be seen as the ugliest amongst them. At least Im in one of his choices, so im like " one of them also" haha.. erm get wad i mean?

Its unhealthy to have self esteem issues. I myself have self esteem issues ok.
With ALOT of issues. haha trust me.
But if you dont think about it too much then it wont bother u so much.
If the guy thinks your ugly and therefore you do not fit his category and leave him
These boys are either looking for girls to be their F buddy or as posters.

" ONE SHOULD LIKE / LOVE YOU FOR WHO YOU ARE AND NOT YOUR PHYSICAL OUTLOOK...! "

ENDI THE FUCKER

2009-12-17T13:12:00.002+08:00

Md Effendi December 16 at 6:16am

Hey2...hmm..beb can u do me a fav not too msg me at my hp..my friend abit bising uh..i dah start jadi kental alik uh :( hahahaha....

anw abt e halal thing u us me abt e list rite..i dont know where too start of wit
cause there r thousand halal restaurant...hee..so i give u tis link uh..
hope it help u a lil...

n one more thing...abt e helmet..i masih lom kasi ain lagi..i try to give her by tis week eh..really sori..im abit busy tis few week..

okay den..take care orite..anything just msg me here..tata

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Nisa Loves December 16 at 10:07am

Eee... da ader gf abih gf mcm fyza. hahaha.. ouh wells i msg u with regards to work also, and please get the helmet to ain a.s.a.p and i will disapprove of u allowing your dearest friend to use that helmet. if anything happened to the both of u or to your friend then im sorry uh.

Im not being unreasonable or cursing you in anyway but its just annoying.
please get your piorities right.
you were surpose to pass the helmet tt very night and u went missing, and i got scolded for it. aper dah..

anw, jgn luper lak delete gmbr kat hp. haha. mau kene maki je nanti aru padan muka. hahaha...

Ouh yarh, and dont worry, until u send the helmet back to ain i'll do u that huge favour, coz i dun wanna get in trouble with your garang friend and i dun wanna get in trouble with my bf also.

psst2: You better pass it to ain by Friday 18 Dec 2009
Or you're gonna get into trouble with your dear gf. Dun say i never blame you hor.
And if u are too busy to pass it to us, tell me, i'll pick it up myself.

K bye kental! =p

Md Effendi December 17 at 3:43am

Can i ask u something...WHO E FUCK U THINK U R ?????.. kau ni sape nk sumpah2 aku dan kawan aku..im fucking riding a bike n u dare too curse me n my friend mcm gitu..for god sake mind ur words pls..

FYI my gf TAK suke moto..die TAK akan naik moto...

cause die tu bukan mcm KAU...pakai org utk transport...

so she is not wearing ur friend's fuckin helmet...e last person who wore it is U...haiz...

seriously sedap je mulut kau eh sumpah2 org mcm gitu...aku ni bawak moto kau tau tk...kau suke kan aku mati kat tengah2 road...Fucking asshole!!!!!!...

U know wat...im not goin to curse u back...

just to let u know im not a heartless person lik u...

BUT2..im goin to do tis tiny little thing which gonna make u hate me more(which i dont care)...

cause i dont wanna c ur face(AGAIN)or ur friend face..

since u ask me to keep the helmet for u in my house n u so put full trust in me for keepin it..

i just gonna put e helmet under MY block..

or even better..i just gonna put it near my block...
so kalau kau nk helmet tu..kau pandai2 lah cari helmet tu k...

kalau org dah amik jgn marah aku...

SALAH KAN MULUT KAU TU...kau pandai2 lah settle helmet tu ngan kawan kau kalau org lain dah amik...

u wanna call me a jerk, loser or watever term u wan call me..go aheard..u r not in my life story anymore..u r just a crazy person too me...

u really make me hate u..all tis while i been wit u up n down n tis is wat u give me..

by cursing me n someone u dont know..im not goin to do anything to you..i just wan u too believe in karma..
n ya..i really gonna do e helmet thing..so FUCK YOU n pls HATE me more..thnx...

Nisa Loves December 16 at 9:11pm

hahaha.. well done! =)

Ure the best. =)

I like..

Tu la, lain kali, org mintak balik kasi, perangai jgn mcm sial.

I am nobody. I fucking dont care if u hate me or not. Call me craazy call me a bitch , HEARTLESS call me wadever. I dont care.

I NEVER WANTED to be bothered in your life ever since that very day i said i didnt. Yes i believe in KARMA. Been there done that.

AKU MEMANG BUAT ORG JADI TRANSPORT PE. HAHA... KALAU AKU MINTAK PUN KAU YG NK JUGAK! IDIOT. AKU TK SUMPAH KAU SAMPAI KAU MAMPOS KAT TGH2 ROAD. KAU YG PK2 SGT DEN KAU PUNYER PASAL.

u wanna curse ME or wad go ahead, im just disgusted by your behaviour. AND DONT worry, U DONT have to TEACH ME WAD TO DO. IVE ALWAYS HATED YOU anyway. =)

Thanks asshole!
Enjoy life while you still can! LOSER!

AND THATS ENDI FOR YOU MY FRIENDS. =)
I cant believe he was ever in my life.. EEEEEEE....

Shahnawaz

2009-12-17T09:56:00.001+08:00

And the last time i met him was???

March 2009!!!

And he's coming over again next week! haha

meet me half way

2009-12-16T14:54:00.002+08:00

NEEDS

2009-12-16T13:05:00.003+08:00

I need to get a job!
I need to to get extra cash!
I need to start saving for my 21st Present!
I need to start doing my 2010 resolutions!
I need to shop!
I need to start doing my work!
I need to just stop thinking of how sleepy i am!
I need weekday entertainments

I NEED! I NEED! I NEED!

STUPID PEOPLE

2009-12-16T10:25:00.002+08:00

I get annoyed.
VERY annoyed at how annoying some people can be.
and so u have a girlfriend. SO WHAT?!
and AGAIN your girlfriend is a control FREAK.
how sucky can your life be?
I dun WISH to intrude in your ever so NONSENSE r/s
ouh just dont forget to NOT abandon your GUY friends in future.
haha. or you'll end up looking like a loser again.
You reading this is not even a threat to me.
Your Girlfriend reads this? LIKE i said, I DUN FREAKING CARE.
This is MY blog!
You dont like it you can go and die. haha.
Angry person?
Of course!

Dearest Girlfriend,
Im not interested in your dearest boyfriend.
Sadly truth hurts but i was never interested with him at all.
As friends yes, other than that, erk i dont think so.
So please! Ive got my own life.
Ouh! ouh! and until he returns wad he is surpose to return,
WE will Make sure He gets it.

I dun Wish to Curse you.
But I feel like it. haha.
Call me evil or whatever.
If tt thing does not belong to you and you use it on you,
Hehs, if anything happens to you dont blame me ok?
stupid people!

I miss my boy. uRghh!!
Come home! Come home! Quick!!!

FREE AT WORK

2009-12-11T12:03:00.002+08:00

Had my last paper yesterday, it was pretty much okay.
So went to meet Ain and gang plus the little one.
Spend the whole evening with the little one,
so much energy in one little soul. haha seriously.
Sometimes these little children just brings a smile upon
you no matter how bad your mood can be.

Today in the morning, ( I was late for work hehs)
So there was this little Boy who just looked up to me and smile and laugh out loud.
Early morning you may find it annoying, but I decided to be nice.
Smiled back and the boy touched my arm. haha.
I tell you that little moment felt just so nice to start of your day with.

Then i boarded the train, minding my own business,
Until there was this chinese guy,
started singing and clapping his hands.
Age probably around my age or slightly older.
By the corner of my eyes he was quite a handsome young man,
until he came right in front of me and smile,
with the reaction that he's hoping that i would join him back.
So I looked up and smile at him, and i felt like crying.
How God actually created these people for a reason.
a reason perhaps for us to be happy with what we have as a human.
Seriously, ok i sound like crap now.

Moving on,
and there i was in the office.
I hate it when my things are not in their original place.
and i hate it when people who claims to be professional
but are not physically present at work.
And how can one be so sick knowing that they are going to fall sick like 3 days in advance?
And i believe pregnancy is surpose to be a blessing and not excuses for you falling sick..
so u using pregnancy as an excuse of your absence in the office is Professional?
*roll eyes*
Call me unprofessional, just because my flyer looks childish,
like HELLO?! i hate art! theres a reason why i chose to study Accounts Instead of Design or martketing.

anW! I didnt want to contaminate my morning Aura at work,
Until this handsome doctor came by the office.
OMG! His CUTE! and his RICH! and!!! and!!! and!!!!
THE BEST PART IS!!!

HE'S SINGLE!!!! OMG!!!!
hahahaha..

Then now im imagining how life is going to be if i were to marry a rich boy.
hahaha.. but they say,
"DONT HOPE TOO MUCH, THE MORE YOU HOPE THE MORE YOU WONT GET THEM"
but!! but!!!
"IF YOU DONT EVEN ATTEMPT TO HOPE FOR IT, YOU WONT EVEN BE CLOSE TO WHAT YOU DREAM OF.."
correct right??? dont you agree... haha...

ok back to reality,
My dearest boy is going to be out today,
and I promised to Fetch him today.
Ouh wells... *shurgs*

If youre wondering how come im so free at work,
well, when " professional" people are never seen in the office,
you cannot get anything done, why?
Because she's the main controller of the system and!
she brought home her "precious lappy.
SO ENJOY!

UNTIL TODAY....

2009-12-10T01:31:00.005+08:00

I never had someone who is serving Ns.
I mean for those who get to stay in.
All the other boys that i got to know are all posted out by the time i met them.
and sadly none was from the army.
So it kinds of explain the whole situation im in now. haha
So i pretty much never knew the feeling of not having that person around your for a week
and only able to contact tt very person on a specific time of the day.
I seriously never knew how it felt until today.
You know,
My heart dun usually skip with excitment when my phone rings until today
I never bother hoping for that sombody's name to appear on my phone until todayI never sleep without talking on the phone complaining about minor little things until today
I never express so much misses until today
I have never been so excited for weekends until today.
So many things that ive never felt before all until this very week when he was enlisted.
Oh Gosh!
I really suck big time this time.
haha.
Yes! yes! I sound like a loser. =p
and yes! My dearest boy will be out soon!
Weekend planned!
And my One and ONLY sinner better Tag ALONG!

I WILL BEHAVE! I PROMISE! =p

mum's 45th bdae!

2009-12-07T21:33:00.005+08:00

Okay and so now the pics are up! on facebook.

I realise i havent been doing any camwhoring for quite some time.

Life looks like its boring as hell. haha. maybe perhaps i might be able to make

mylife more colourful and interesting. haha.

Cam whore session soon! at least after my papers life would be MUCH better!

ouh! and its mom's 45th Birthday!

HAPPY BIRTHday my dearest BELOVED MOM!

and yes! please have the honour of showing off ur present.

Love you!

counting down to the days.

2009-12-06T22:28:00.003+08:00

and im going to miss my darling boy.
someone's going for camp this tuesday.
and im already starting to miss him already.
haha..

picture at fort canning park will be uploaded on facebook as soon as i can find the cable!

Shopping at ion was fun.
and yes! i wanna show off!
i went shopping at PRADA.
and i granted mom's 45th Birthday wish.
Will Upload the pic of the present soon! haha
and ive never seen her so excited and happy when she saw her present.
haha.. now im just having a bad headache.
haha. how am i going to pay for it in 1 month???! haha...

but i saw this PRETTY PRETTY purse!
I think its about time my wallet gets a replacement. hehs
and i hope my wish will be granted this time. haha.
Im in love with PRADA now! haha.

WISHLIST!
Prada- Wallet
Tissot- Watch
Marc Jacobs- Clutch bag

ANYONE!!!!???! ANYONE WANNA GET THEM FOR ME????!

2009-12-02T12:18:00.002+08:00

IM SOoo sleepy!!!
i couldnt wake up for work today.
haha... left the house at like wad? 9am when im surpose to start work at 9am. hehs.

I suddenly had the urge of karaoke-ing. haha.
OUh wells...
shall do it AFTER exams.
Sucks!

anw Christmas is near.
My 1st year celebrating christmas. NOT literally la.
The exchanging of gifts part only. hehe..
so anyone wanna join in the fun???

Wishlist:

-WATCH (I think its cool)
(http://www.tissot.ch/?mod_collections/action_getsubfamilies/colid_0006/famid_0054/refid_T56_5_622_32)
-New Wallet
-Bag
-earings

shutterfly memories

2009-11-26T10:58:00.003+08:00

ok so here i am at work... end of the month with nothing to do as usual.
waiting for 12 noon to go to the bank to cash in my pay cheque.
So i decided to go through shutterfly and view all the 60 albums that i have.
and i just cant help but to laugh and smile to myself in front of the screen.
and im still smiling upon typing this entry.
why? coz there was this gradual change in personality, appearance and outlook that i had.
from short hair to long hair.
from jeans to skirts to dresses
Those uniform days, those clubbing days.
memories. so sweet so precious..

and i have to admit i do miss all those days.
those people, those fun times we had.
yeap! those were the days. Gosh i miss them so much.
*shurgs*
i really wanna go on a holiday, and i mean it. a nice holiday.
No parties, No shopping just a relaxing getaway.
I just needed the whole time off from work and everything else.
hahaha..

but ouh wells!
SATURDAY! Sentosa date with My one and only Sinner.
yes! yes! just the 2 of us, kinda trying to not get ourselves wet and sandy.
No sun tanning also... hahaha...
we'll see how it goes... =)

2009-11-26T10:58:00.001+08:00

2009-11-26T10:58:00.000+08:00

adam lambert.

2009-11-19T10:00:00.001+08:00

effendi

2009-11-18T10:01:00.003+08:00

Ive always thought ex-es can still be friends.

But what ain said was true.

"sometimes you cant be friends with exs.

Especially if one have feelings for another.

Unless they really willing to sacrifice getting hurt"

well apparently again and again I never fail to hurt someone.

When I thought my intentions were clean.

and yet i was balmmed of making use of that somebody.

And yes he has the right to not like him.

But i thought it was surpose to be mutual.

So i thought wrong.

and again i sincerely apologise for giving you the wrong impression

the impression that im making use of u.

anw yarh thanx for the company

thanks for being there for me when i was in pain.

Thanks and yarh u take care.

Rest assured I'm never gonna bother you again.

And thats my promise to u.

ingkar

2009-11-16T14:25:00.000+08:00

2012

2009-11-16T09:58:00.003+08:00

So ive finally decided to upload about life instead of those funny2 posts.

Last Friday,

Removal of stich was Painless.

It took like less than 2mins.

*Shrugs*

Met Ain and we got really bored.

Headed to Safron for Supper

Until it started Pouring.

Chilled till around wad?

3am?

*ouh wells*

But Friday we had a GREAT laugh.

ahaha..

Ouh!

as promised i will upload the video once i get home.

SATURDAY 14 NOV 2009

Celebrated Azie's Big TWO bdae.

Had a little tiny celebration,

more to catching up.

Lily's tiny "Pau" looking bdae muffins.

ahaks.

will upload the pics.

Met up with Ain for a while

then headed to marina to watch 2012

The movie gives you the goosebumps for once.

then after that it really shows,

How selfish people can be.

And the movie reminded us of one thing,

"If you're a NOBODY, they wont even bother about you,

No matter how much you've contributed to the society"

Well true enough, the world now is all about money and Status now,

But even the rich will die,

and yarh, Humanity is now only

printed on papers about Human rights and all

But nobody preaches it.

even if 1/5 oth the world population preaches it, i dont think it's even going to make a difference.

cause why? the rich and famous

dont even give 2 shits about the rest except themselves.

Of course not all are a snoob.

but sometimes you wonder why some of these rich people actually bother to donate?

is it out of sincerity or is it to get their tax rebates.?

haha.. ouh well...

after watching 2012,

it sets you thinking of how inhuman some humans can be,

Ouh wells...

ouh and of course, how scary its going to be like when u know ure gonna die brutally.

*shrugs*

100 truths

2009-11-13T11:14:00.004+08:00

100 truths

WHAT WAS YOUR:

1. Last beverage:

Ice mountain

2. Last phone call:

Mom

3. Last text message:

Md Effendi

4. Last song you listened to:

Beyonce- Broken hearted girl

5. Last time you cried:

6 Nov (Dental)

HAVE YOU EVER:

6. Dated someone twice :

uh-huh

7. Been cheated on:

of course

8. Kissed someone & regretted it:

Nopez

9. Lost someone special:

Yeap

10. Been depressed:

Yup

11. Been drunk and threw up:

Hohoho! =)

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:

12. Red

13. Black

14. Orange

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)

15. Made a new friend:

Many2 New Friends

16. Fallen out of love:

Yeap

17. Laughed until you cried:

Not yet i guess?

18. Met someone who changed you:

Erm nope.

19. Found out who your true friends were:

Uh-huh. Like finally.

20. Found out someone was talking about you:

duh?!

21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list:

hehs.

22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life:

Most of them

23. How many kids do you want?:

2, (1 Boy, 1 Girl)

24. Do you have any pets:

My sister's Hamster, Snuffy!

25. Do you want to change your name:

Nope i Like It this way.

26. What did you do for your last birthday:

Had A mini celebration at home! with friends and family.

27. What time did you wake up today:

730 am

28. What were you doing at midnight last night:

Void deck with endi smoking

29. Name something you CANNOT wait for:

PAY DAY!

30. Last time you saw your Mother:

before going to work.

31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life:

Be smarter?

32. What are you listening to right now :

Grace's gossips =)

33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom:

Self proclaimed Tom can?

34. What's getting on your nerves right now:

My sleepyness

35. Most visited web page:

Tagged

36. Whats your real name:

Nurhanisah

37. Nicknames:

Nisa, Nis, sasa,

38. Relationship Status:

Single

39. Zodiac sign:

Aries/ Snake

40. Male or female?:

Female

41. Primary School?:

Griffiths Primary School

42. Secondary School?:

East Spring Sec

43. High school/college?:

Millennia Institute

44. Hair colour:

brown base with blonde highlights

45. Long or short:

Long

46. Height:

158cm

47. Do you have a crush on someone?:

Erm.. nope

48: What do you like about yourself?:

My annoyingness? (waakakaka)

49. Piercings:

yeapz

50. Tattoos:

na-ah..

51. Righty or lefty:

Righty

FIRSTS :

52. First surgery:

6th November2009

53. First piercing:

Sec 3

54. First best friend:

erm... Najib?

55. First sport you joined:

erk... ???

56. First vacation:

Im sure ive been to many places with my parents when i was young. haha

58. First pair of trainers:

When i was 10? (Nike)

RIGHT NOW

59. Eating:

Nope

60. Drinking:

Chrysanthemum Tea

61. I'm about to:

Fall asleep

62. Listening to:

Kelly Clarkson- Walk away

63. Waiting for:

work to end!

YOUR FUTURE :

64. Want kids?:

Yes

65. Get Married?:

Of course!

66. Career?:

a MUST

WHICH IS BETTER :

67. Lips or eyes:

Eyes

68. Hugs or kisses:

Hugs

69. Shorter or taller:

Taller

70. Older or Younger:

Older

71. Romantic or spontaneous:

Both

72. Nice stomach or nice arms:

Definitely Stomach, (Abs turns me on! =p)

73. Sensitive or loud:

A balance of both

74. Hook-up or relationship:

Relationship

75. Trouble maker or hesitant:

Trouble maker

HAVE YOU EVER :

76. Kissed a stranger:

Yes

77. Drank hard liquor:

Yes

78. Lost glasses/contacts:

Yeap Contacts feel when i was rushing to school -.-

79. Sex on first date:

Ewww, No way.

80. Broken someone's heart:

=( Guilty.

82. Been arrested:

By parents can? =p

83. Turned someone down:

84. Cried when someone died:

Badly.. *Sobs*

85. Fallen for a friend?:

Erm not yet.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

86. Yourself:

YEah baby!

87. Miracles:

Sometimes

88. Love at first sight :

Nope

89. Heaven:

Definitely

90. Santa Claus:

erk No. -.-

91. Kiss on the first date:

Depends

92. Angels:

Yeap

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time?:

*roll eyes*

95. Did you sing today?:

Yes! i did!

96. Ever cheated on somebody?:

Ouuuuu.... Nice question...

97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?:

when i was 14.

98. the moment you would choose to relive:

Nothing THAT great happened in my life before *Shrugs*

99. Are you afraid of falling in love?:

Well at the moment, a little

100. Posting this as 100 truths?:

Posted!

2009-11-11T11:10:00.002+08:00

zouk out tickets Were cancelled!
FUCKED up.

anyway! anyone has a DBS Platinum Visa? haha...
Please???

Bored at work.
Idiot fella make me so lazy to do my stuffs.

lack of sleep

2009-11-10T10:51:00.003+08:00

Friday the 13th - removing stich
Saturday 14th- hehs

Your insecuriities are pissing me like crap.

Dont get them involve they are innocent.

and you're wrong,

if i wanted to i'd have gone back long LONG LONG! time ago.

yes i still love him

yes i still miss him

youre just making things worst.

seriously.

*Roll eyes*

LACK OF SLEEP!

U can refrain me from doing anything but NEVER EVER EVER

disturb my sleep..

Nisa MUST sleep.

She Cannot NOT sleep.

Even if its 10 mins, nisa MUST sleep!

wakkakakak... zzzzZZZZ

Helloween

2009-11-06T11:27:00.003+08:00

Tposy Turvy!
Nisa created a scene and made herself look STUPID
on HELLoween.haha... Pictures are up on facebook
But its privatised due to some explicit reasons.
haha..
*macam faham*

Here's a sneak preview of wad happened.

Ok not sneak preview uh. haha. =p

pss

2009-11-02T13:18:00.002+08:00

Annoying how people can be irresponsible and annoying.
Just because they think that they dont need the cash urgently,
they can just delay the payments.
and now im talking about salary wise.
My pay is 1 week late.
its such a turn off.

Further more when your new its a norm to be bullied by your seniors.
So u tend to sometimes have to do odd jobs.
But how ODD can ur odd jobs be?
Offices usually would have their own cleaners.
Whats the point of hiring a cleaner when u dun fully utilise them?
might as well u just pay us to clean the freaking place.

And the best part is, your work load is alot!
You're not even coming to the office and we have to cover ur ass.
why?
coz ure pregnant, and ure vomitiing blood!
haha.. i think you're counting how many more days u have left miss
hahaha.. 2nd week of werk and im starting to hate it.
So much for being supper excited about it. annoying!

and the best part is, she said this,
" If nisa has nothing to do, ask her to clean the store rooM.."

Like WTF?!

this is a lil too much isnt it? well..
as much as i wanna keep mum about things
i cant take it anymore.
Im going straight up to my boss who hired me.
and thats when she knows who to mess around with.
STUPID BITCH.

i swear if i were to get pregnant, i wont curse myself to such things like,
" ouh i cant be in the office coz im vomitting blood again" even after 4 months being pregnant.
STUPID..
ure cursing urself bitch!
and if one day u really get it, i wont be surprised,
Not that im cursing u, but ure bringing it upon urself.
ASS!

apples and wines

2009-10-27T10:07:00.002+08:00

i dunnoe if u girls can read this...
But i got this email from fai.

haha... something to boost up your morale a little...

So if u always wonder how come no boys dont dare to go up to you or feel that ur self esteem is running low... its because!

We're on the top of the tree.. hee =)

Complex as hell..

2009-10-27T09:20:00.002+08:00

Cant things be any more weirder?!

haha.. so many things happening...

Singapore is such a small country

the fact that u might know someone and that someone is affiliated to another.

and the best part is sometimes u cant keep the best of both worlds.

now im starting to hate my past life.

bringing up so much problem today...

and when u thought you finaly found someone worth it and

you cant have the person due to issues

its just sucky.

i hate it.

My goodness..

and you my past, why do u have to make things so complicated

for me?

Monday Blues

2009-10-26T09:49:00.002+08:00

So Today is a Monday.
Right now in the office waiting for someone to arrive.
apparently she acts like a big boss here where she comes in as and when she likes.
most probably around 12.
and the fact that its annoying that i have nothing to do now and she will purposely make me do stuffs towards the end of the day thinking that i could not finish my job on time.
*roll eyes*

here i am falling asleep again at work. How annoying can this be?
as much as i like it this way but i'd rather sleep at home then having to wait for some irresponsible ppl to just take their own sweet time to come to work and delegate some work.

and to my dearest girl,
no matter how hard it takes for u, no matter how much tears u shed for him, u'll have to take it easy. i know how much he means to you, but u need to learn how to let go at the same time. darling boys will be boys, they can say sweet nothings and hurt you time and time again. u just need to learn to draw the line of be-friending and actually re-liking someone. you dont have to treat him like crap. you can treat him nice but just draw the line as friends. you'll only prove to me that you're not re-falling for him only when u dun get aggitated, frustrated or annoyed at those girls he dated. Maybe its time for you to let it go slowly darling. I dun want you to feel all so sucky time and time again. Not that i dun wanna support you in this, i just want you to realise wad you have missed out in life. Why dwell over someone when u can definately get someone better or nicer at least.. well you tae care darling.. seriously... cheer up.. we're gonna have fun soon k?

Love!love!

2nd day menses!

2009-10-25T18:29:00.002+08:00

work work work...
nothing to do at work but im just keeping myself busy.

been out shopping since friday.
thats when i realise today that im offically broke. haha.
bought afew pretty clothes over at town.

was wif endi when we bumped into his ex-gf's brother.
ouh yes, fad is the name... wth?
went over to a friend of his chalet for 2 nights straight.
nothing exciting happened... sadly... =p

ouh!ouh! i met up with najib just now we were slacking and catching up
den suddenly one of the houses caught fire.
so there i was excited to see the life action.
but too bad it lasted for only 10 mins?
hahhaha... 2 fire trucks came.
and thats all!
BORING
but at least i get to see a real incident. =p
1st fire incident and it was in tamp.
how nice... =p

ok ciao.. i wanna eat!!

randomness

2009-10-18T17:12:00.002+08:00

So many things happened since Dbl O.
Well actually nothing much happened.
haha.. lets see...
Dbl o was on Thursday.

Friday i didnt go out.
I didnt go out on Saturday either.
And today's sunday.
aND im still home.. hahaha...
Tmrw heading off to the airport.
Picking Azreen up.
Flight's around 1 plus or 2.

Then im starting werk on Tuesday,
Gonna get busy.
Excited for the new job? erm... okok la...
hahaha.. ok

Nothing else to update!
CIAOZ!

NEW JOB!

2009-10-15T18:39:00.002+08:00

yay!!

And i got a new job!
I hope its fun!
though it sounds a little challenging!
But the fact is that im employed now!!!
Im so excited!
hahaha.. ok so work starts on MONDAY!

GONNA BE BUSY! busy! busy! =p

Ouh wad job and where?
Accounts admin,
Over at SGH.
BUT! iM not one of them who has to wear the stupid uniform.
Im under PSS (Pharmasutical Society of Singapore).
So yeaps!

Random

2009-10-11T19:39:00.003+08:00

HOW MUCH HAVE YOU CHANGED IN 6 YEARS??

-------------6 years ago----------

1.) How old were you?

~ 14 years old.

2.) Where did you go to school?

~ East Spring Secondary School.

3.) Where did you work?

~ at home? =p

4.) Where did you live?

~ Tampines

5.) Where did you hang out?

~ Melville Park and Tamp Mart.

7) Who was your best friend?

~ erm who was i even close to eh? yana? cicak? dunnoe. *shrugs*

8.) How many tattoos did you have?

~ Nope!

9.) How many piercings did you have?

~ surprisingly none. haha.

10.) What car did you drive?

~ too young to even drive

11.) Had you been to a real party?

~ not that i can think of

12.) Had You had your heart broken?

~ Haha. nope! 14 is a hurray2 period!

13.)Single/Taken/Married/Divorced?

~ 14 i was taken but in the single mood

-------------3 years ago----------

1.) How old were you?:

~ 17 yrs old

2.) Where did you go to school?

~ Millennia Institute

3.) Where did you work?

~ Sentosa.

4.) Where did you live?

~ Still In Tampines

5.) Where did you hang out?

~ Hmmz... Bukit Batok area.

7.) Who was/were your best friend(s)?

~ Back then i was close to Dayah and alisa.

9.) How many tattoos did you have?

~ Wont even think about having one.

10.) How many piercings did you have?

~ 3. one on each ear another on my tongue

11) What car did you drive?

~ still not legal enough

12) Had your heart broken?

~ nope it was about to start. haha

13. Single/Taken/Married/Divorced?

~ taken and still single!

--------------------Today--------------------

1.) How old are you?:

~ 20 years old.

2.) Where do you go to school?

~ ACCA

3.) Where do you work?

~ No longer werking.

4.) Where do you live?

~ TAMPINES

5.) Where do you hang out?

~ 313, pond,

7.) Who was your childhood best bud and still is your buddy?

-hahaha childhood best bud? None

8.) What car do you drive?

~ ok not yet we shall wait for my tp haha.

9.) Had your heart broken?

~yup well sadly it was 2 years back

10.) Single/Taken/Married/Divorced?

Single and still loving it. =)

WHAT WERE YOU DOING...

1 MINUTE AGO: teaching my sister to do accounts

1 HOUR AGO: had dinner and watched simpsons

1 DAY AGO: at home rotting

1 YEAR AGO: Most probably Clubbing sumwhere

First piercing:

When i was 15. yes! yes! i suck.

First credit card:

Sup card on my birthday.

Last big car ride: A trijet?

Last movie seen in theaters:

hmmz.... cant recall!

Last food consumed:

Mom's Nasi Beryani.

Last person you texted/called:

Azreen!

Last drink drank:

Fruit punch?

SHORT ANSWER.

I AM:

sick and lazy.

I HAVE:

pipmples on my chin.

I LIKE:

to get a job soon.

I WISH:

to get out of singapore like planned.

FAVORITES:

NUMBER:

COLOUR:

RED

DAY(S):

Fridays

MONTH(S):

March! march baby!

SEASON:

sunny and breezy

DRINK:

RIBENA

IN THE LAST 2 DAYS,

HAVE YOU...

CRIED?:

Nope.

HELPED SOMEONE?:

i helped orange

GOTTEN SICK?:

Dry cough, flu, sore throat and fever. still having it

GONE TO THE MOVIES?:

Nopez

SAID 'I love you'?:

Yes but not literally I LOVE U. haha

TALKED TO AN EX?:

yes! yes! Mr Moehammed Effendi haha.

WRITTEN IN A DIARY?:

organiser uh not diary

HAD A SERIOUS TALK?:

Havent had one since quite some time.

_______ Best ________

1. Best Age:

18!

2. Best Memory:

Those clubbing days and of course him.

It was madness and SEXciting

_______ Worst ________

1. Time Of Day:

4am when im asleep.

2. Day Of The Week:

Sundays!

3. Food:

ouh this particular brand of tom yum! effing disgusting.!

4. Memory:

that little fight they had

_______ Last ________

1. Person you saw:

My sister

2. Phone call:

Man

_______ First ________

1. Serious b/f or g/f:

Fauzi

2. Job:

Watsons.

_______ Today ________

1. Listening to now:

the sound of the fan.

2. Tonight:

meeting reuben

3. Wearing:

pink Spag top and fbt shorts.

4. What did you eat for lunch:

Nasi Beryani and cereals.haha

_______ Tomorrow ________

1. Is:

Monday

2. Got any plans:

Dentist and diamond viewing

3. Goal:

Just get well and enjoy the evening

4. Dislikes about tomorrow:

no plans after diamond viewing.

5. Likes about tomorrow:

Finally getting my braces!

Ouh! ouh!

And Azreen updated me online while he's in Vietnam.

haha. ok.

Fine i sound silly now!

GO!

BYE!

sick.

2009-10-10T18:45:00.002+08:00

ok so im offically sick.
Dry cough, Block nose,
fever. gosh!

I have a feeling im not going to join the girls on sunday.
Boo Hoo!
but yarh, its irritating me like mad i tell u.
Im soo lazy to even get up but i feel like going out.
and i dun want yesterday to repeat.
Whereby i went out and felt so down and restless!
Suckx.

And i couldnt understand what i really want from u.
initially i wanted u badly.
den after some time i realise it doesnt really matter.
But its okay.
Maybe ure just my greatest company.
I wish u all the best dear.

Bills!

2009-10-09T15:25:00.002+08:00

So many things happened during the start of OCTOBER 2009.
And i like it.
But its sad when i just have to fall sick now.
But its okay at least, im sick ow rather than later of the month.
Wakakaka.

Anw!
Bills Cleared!
HEART PAIN! haha

Ouh wells...

*Shrugs*

bah

2009-10-04T01:05:00.002+08:00

u are full of nonsense.
Im tired of listening to ur lies and excuses.
so just please.

wadever!